Guess Who's Old(er)?!

Friday, May 20, 2011

Happy belated 25th birthday to Momma! ;)
Isn't she just beautiful?


The fam had a wonderful time yesterday just laughing and hanging out together!
It's nice to be home for a bit.
Love you Mother!

When You're Gone

Sunday, May 15, 2011

This video...is so sad.



I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah

And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

Oh! Happy Day!

Thursday, April 28, 2011

And oh! Great news!
My dad got baptized!
Easter Sunday, yes he did.
Praise God!!

Pictures to follow.
:)




9 More Days Until I'm Gone

This semester has been a rollercoaster.
More to come.

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Sunday, April 10, 2011





I find it amusing that the characteristics I'm drawn to in guys
are the ones that produce the things I most dislike.
But, I wouldn't have it any other way.
I love my man.
:)



Thursday, February 24, 2011

There are so many words that could be said,
but the sentences won't form
and neither will the tears.

What is wrong with me, Lord?


        "Generous in love—God, give grace! Huge in mercy—wipe out my bad record. Scrub away my guilt, soak out my sins in your laundry. I know how bad I've been; my sins are staring me down. You're the One I've violated, and you've seen it all, seen the full extent of my evil. You have all the facts before you; whatever you decide about me is fair. I've been out of step with you for a long time, in the wrong since before I was born. What you're after is truth from the inside out. Enter me, then;
conceive a new, true life.
        Soak me in your laundry and I'll come out clean, scrub me and I'll have a snow-white life. Tune me in to foot-tapping songs, set these once-broken bones to dancing. Don't look too close for blemishes, give me a clean bill of health. God, make a fresh start in me, shape a Genesis week from the chaos of my life. Don't throw me out with the trash, or fail to breathe holiness in me. Bring me back from gray exile, put a fresh wind in my sails! Give me a job teaching rebels your ways so the lost can find their way home. Commute my death sentence, God, my salvation God, and I'll sing anthems to your life-giving ways. Unbutton my lips, dear God; I'll let loose with your praise.
        Going through the motions doesn't please you, a flawless performance is nothing to you. I learned God-worship when my pride was shattered. Heart-shattered lives ready for love don't for a moment escape God's notice." 

Psalm 51:1-17
The Message
 

rediscover you

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

i need to just admit my faith is paper thin. im feeling so burned out on religion...i say an empty prayer, i sing a tired song. i need to just admit that the passion’s gone and i want to get it back. you told me look for you, and i will find. so im here like im searching for the first time. revive me, Jesus...make this cold heart start to move. help me rediscover you! i want to learn to pray the way that david prayed. i want my soul to burn when i hear your name. i want to feel like new, i want to hunger for you. bring me back to life like only you can do cuz i dont want to stay the same!
--starfield

Restore Unto Me the Joy of Who You Are

Monday, February 21, 2011

God sure is doing a work in me.